ST. ANDREWS, Scotland — Tom Watson is filled with all sorts of conflicting emotions.
He’s melancholy that such a big part of his life is winding down, yet there’s an immense sense of pride in what he’s accomplished.
He’s realistic that it’s the right time to step away, but he can still flash that ol’ competitive streak when anyone suggests this is nothing more than a nostalgic farewell at the home of golf.
“This is not a ceremony at all,” Watson said Wednesday, his eyes steely and firm. “I’m trying to compete against these players out here.”
Some of them, such as Jordan Spieth, are young enough to be his grandchildren.
Which is why, in all likelihood, the 65-year-old Watson will be playing the British Open for the final time, a five-time champion making one last crossing of the Swilcan Bridge.
“There are some tools missing now, especially distance,” he moaned. “I need everything to compete against these kids,” pausing for emphasis. “Everything.”
Watson could earn the right to play another five years if he finishes in the top 10 this week, an exception that was hastily added to the Open’s 60-year-old age limit after he nearly became golf’s oldest major champion at Turnberry in 2009. Watson went to the 72nd hole with a one-stroke lead, only to make bogey and lose to Stewart Cink in a playoff.
That one still stings a bit, but Watson doesn’t spent too much time dwelling in the past.
There will surely be tears shed this week, whether Watson’s final shot comes on Friday or if he manages to hold off the inevitable until Sunday.
“Do I have any regrets?” he said. “The only regret I have is that it’s the end.”
